Well let me tell you guys and gals how my break went. I read alot, learned alot, talked on the phone alot which was awesome I mean really awesome, and I think some things and thoughts about life changed. I am still the same David but hopefully I am a little improved in some areas of my life. I could not have done it without my main spiritual provider Jesus Christ. I thought alot over this break and saw what I wanted in my life and what Jesus wanted for me to see if they matchup and to my immediate suprise alot of things totally matched how much amazement I felt with this and what a calming it brought over me.
I went through some things and came out some things over the break that I am happy with and hope that I keep furthing my life for Jesus's namesake and his only. I hope to be a great husband, lover, father, and provider in my future and hope that the fire for God that I possess right now stays burning until I die. I pray with all that I am that ever thing I do in my life is for the cause of God and I hope that my life revolves around him and all the decisions I make have purpose. I know what a real man is which I will not delve into at this time (lol) but I also know that being a real man does not make you a good man. What decisions (and intentions you make with those decisions) you make in your life and the purpose and faith you have in God and if you trust him wholeheartedly is what makes you a good and faithful man in My Opinion. Am I at that point in my life where I can say that I am a good and faithful man who knows but the father upstairs I believe that I am getting there, but I know one thing, with all the strength that Jesus gives me I will try to become man that Jesus wants me to be and with his power that means I cannot fail. I just have to keep seeking him for answers to my questions and have faith that the decisions that I make in my life he is controlling and that my motives are good behind them all.
Well one more update I am proud to say that I am an uncle which is awesome. I will have pictures on here soon but with all that things that happened with me on break I can truly say that God is good and he is true and fatihful.
I appreciate your time and listening but I have not written in a long time and this break was all the motivation that I neeeded. Thank you and love you all.
Love life and Love God
~David Michael
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